When you walk away from the work in progress and this one pulls you back in.


Look at me once more 
I want to see you just like this
Pure and unexplored 
Lovely, innocent and whole

It is not my destiny
To catch you when you fall 
I wish that it could be
But you must walk on, in walks we grow

I wish I didn’t feel this void 
This cold culpability from time ago 
You are the one who must make tracks now 
But your smile won’t let me go

Look at me once more
Since I could forget what I was meant for in this life
I’ll hide another tear 
And just hold you very near my soul 

And when I turn to walk alone 
Your horizon will go on 
It’s your right, I must let go 
But if you need me, let me know

Distance never knows
What it can do, what it can show 
I’m the last to recognize 
That time and years were never slow

But now that you can hold your own 
There’s a path that you must walk 

And
If you feel you’re growing old 
I’ll be here if you look back 
I’ll be here if you look back 


©2006 Franck de las Mercedes


Es como si agonizara el tiempo

en letanías de palabras hoscas

con sonidos diminutos y lejanos


¡Luz, Sombra, ubíquense ya y  sean una!

 

Otro pensamiento dormita pero sé que hay miles por llegar
Locura,   revélate de una vez, no me dejes en el borde.


© 2010 Franck de las Mercedes


. In February of 2014 I lost my life's work in a five-alarm fire that destroyed our home and studio. I didn't know what direction my art would take at the time and when/if I'd start painting again. When I relocated to NYC, where I grew, I turned to painting portrait studies with ink, acrylic and crushed charcoal that I picked up from the ashes of my former studio. What emerged were studies on paper created with china ink and acrylic, painted with palette knives and acrylic markers. It was the best way I could honor my work and trajectory up until that moment in time. The studies offer a glimpse into my creative process in that moment. I also see them as really optimistic tributes to lost works and the subjects in the portraits.

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I had the pleasure of meeting Diane at the taping of a documentary on abstract artists in which we both were featured. Since then we've been in touch and always following each other's work and creative process. She's a friend, a mentor who champions creativity and as you're about to find out, a brilliant and wise artist with quite a colorful life.

 

How long have you been painting?

I have always created art from my childhood growing up in New York City. When I was in my early teens, I saw a Van Gogh exhibition with my father at the Guggenheim Museum. As we walked home along Fifth Avenue I felt drained and overwhelmed. When I started to think about the paintings, it hit me. Van Gogh’s brushwork and colors affected me emotionally. It was then that I realized art would always be a part of my life.

 

When did you become aware that you were an artist?

At the age of 17, I received what I wanted most for my high school graduation gift. A box of oil paints, brushes and a couple of canvas boards. In high school they had an art class, but because I needed other courses to graduate I was not permitted to register for the oil painting class. I knew then I would teach myself how to paint and never let any person stop me from creating.

What was it like working in the music industry, how did you get there and did you promote or sell your work? 

I have always been very independent. In 1964 I was 18 years old, and told my parents I was going to be an artist. I moved out of their apartment and got a studio apt in NYC. I also had a dog and cat to keep me company. I began to work in the music industry because to me it made the office job bearable. It was a better fit for me.  I was lucky to have good secretarial skills, (shorthand and typing) which was what you needed at that time. I began at the American Guild of Variety Artists (AGVA) on Broadway in NYC in the legal immigration department. I worked with lawyers and assisted in preparing the visas for the Beatles and Rolling Stones to come to America. When I watched the Beatles perform on the Ed Sullivan Show I was so excited to know I was a part of that event happening. My boss also gave me free tickets to take my sisters and cousins to see them at Shea Stadium in 1966. During this period I showed people at work my art and did commissions. I was so thrilled to paint images of cats, dogs, flowers, their homes, still life and landscapes. In 1969 I had my first exhibition at the Harlem Theatre Arts Building and sold my first landscape at a show. It was a great feeling. I continued to work in the music industry and moved on to booking agencies that handled all the top rock ‘n’ roll icons we look back upon today.  As a secretary/administrative assistant I handled all the correspondence, and keeping track of all the gigs, accounting, and schedules of the acts. We booked the original Woodstock in 1969, and rock artists such as, Kiss, Allman Brothers Band, ZZ Top, Aerosmith, Joe Cocker, Deep Purple, etc. I also worked and sold my paintings at booking agency that handled all the great soul artists of that time: Aretha Franklin, Erma Franklin and Carolyn Franklin,  Wilson Picket, The Staple Singers, Graham Central  Station, The Dells, The Delfonics, Earth, Wind and Fire, Teddy Pendergrass, etc. Some of those arts sales paid my way to Europe. The last job I had in the industry was Arista Records. Clive Davis was the founder and president.  I worked with his vice president and directly with him when his assistant was on vacation or away from her desk. I had slides in my desk draw and anytime people came up I showed them my work. I also invited everyone to all the exhibitions I had and sold a lot of work. Arista Records was a great place to work. Mr. Davis had an Arista anniversary party at the famous Studio 54. All the pop icons were there and being young at that time made it easy to dance all night and still get to work the next day.

At that time my painting style was realistic and I painted landscapes. I sold a lot of work in oils, pastels and watercolors.  Spain has been a passion of mine since 1970 when I bought a place on the Costa Blanca region. I organized an exhibition and with the work I sold I made enough to put down a deposit. I knew when I made that commitment I would always have to work a full time job, unless I was lucky enough to earn enough from my art.  By the mid 1970s I could no longer afford to live in Manhattan and moved to Queens. I enrolled at The Art Students League and studied there from 1974-78. I worked right across the street, so it was perfect. All day with the of sex, drugs and rock ‘n’ roll characters and from 7-9pm art classes Monday – Thursday and on Friday nights drawing from the model again. It was in 1978, I met my artist husband, John Ferdico. He was in the studio across the hall from me. We dated for a year and in 1979 we got married. We have shared our life and art ever since.  My years at the League gave me a solid foundation in basic skills, drawing, painting the figure, glazing, composition that I still use in my abstract work.

 

When did abstraction pull you in?

Around the mid-1980s I got frustrated with doing my landscapes. I needed a change and decided to go for it and do abstract art. I wanted freedom and have never looked back. Nature is still my primary inspiration, but with abstract art I can use color, palette knife and paint in the moment. When I start a canvas or panel I have no idea where it will go. It comes to life when I begin to compose with color and form. I like using a lot of layering and with acrylic paint it allows me to make the changes I want.  My abstract paintings represent memory, and feelings; and have an internal spiritual release for me. I paint almost every night and no matter what else is happening in my life working in the studio is a release for me. Even if I paint for three hours and am disappointed with what I have done, I scrap paint off and start again or just keep working until I resolve that painting. It is all about what I feel at that time. It is an emotional experience for me, not intellectual.  Color, texture and form dominate my work. I also prefer working in a small scale. It allows me to work on 2-3 paintings at one time. Also, all my life we have never had a car so painting in an intimate scale made it possible to carry works on the subway, etc. When John and I had were represented in a NYC gallery in the 1990s we used to rent a van and pack up all our work. But, now I prefer to do online juried shows.  We have exhibited in Spain; we have work in a gallery in Herefordshire, England called Studio 54. We also have had exhibitions through the Arts in Embassies Program, and was featured in local Queens Courier newspaper article by Marianne Nash, “Queens Artists Work Hang in U.S. Embassies, 2008, In 2009 I was included in The New York Times article, Tight Times Loosen Creativity, by Robin Pogrebin with a photo of myself with a painting by Katie Orlinsky.  I received a Special Recognition Award in the online international juried show, “Light, Space and Time,” March 2017, for my abstract work on paper, “Rapture.”

Rapture

Can you learn from teaching art?  

Yes, I have been teaching at New York University, School of Professional Studies, liberal arts degree division since 1995 as an adjunct associate professor of arts. I returned to school in 1986 at 41 years old to get my BA in art history. I also was able to study color viscosity printmaking at the Steinhardt School at NYU and loved it .I then applied to NYU, Graduate School of Arts and Science to work towards a MA in Humanities and Social Thought. I went the academic route because of all the years of basic studio art I already had. I am inspired by my students. I teach only spring semester and my courses are Fundamentals of Painting and Design and alternates with Collage and Mixed Media. Most of my students are not art majors so for many it is a new experience or they have been painting since high school and now want to rekindle their love for painting or collage again. I learn from seeing their enthusiasm. Knowing they can create a work of art and learn the fundamentals inspires me. There is satisfaction in watching them in the creative process and seeing how it develops before your eyes. I am a very positive person and I try to bring out the best in them.  

 

Do changes in seasons and landscape affect or change your work?

Yes, it does. My strongest works seem to be created from late October to June. During that time I love to spend each night painting. By the time late spring comes around I want to spend more time outside and in nature. The summer is traveling around, in NYC and abroad. Years ago John and I used to rent a car, go camping in upstate NY or Pennsylvania, take our art supplies and paint outside. When we travel abroad, we keep supplies in our apartment in Spain. I am always overwhelmed by the beauty of the Mediterranean, mountains, towns, culture, etc. that when I travel I can only do sketch book work or really small works. For some reason it is a spiritual experience and I call it my ‘sitting and staring” time. Just to be in a place like that fills my soul. I need that and that’s why I when I am back in NYC I internalize all the natural beauty. Only then can I start my painting schedule again. In the hot summer I just want to have a gin and tonic, sit under the umbrella by the sea and enjoy the air, watch the waves roll in, and let all my senses absorb what’s around me. In the early fall in NYC I love to enjoy the weather. The elements in nature nourish me in a way to prepare for the oncoming winter.

 

How big of a role does spirituality play in your art?

For me it is an important role because of my love and admiration for nature.  Each day I wake up I thank God for a new day. I love to see the sky, clouds and the trees in the backyard of my building. We have a lot of plants and I am so attached to them. I feel so connected to everything. I was raised a Catholic, but consider myself more of a spiritual person than someone who lives by rules of the church.  Painting is a spiritual ritual. It’s one of the only times I can stay so in the moment for hours! As with all artists when you work, that’s all you think about. It is meditative because you really aren’t thinking, at least the way I work. The time stands still because I may think about what colors to put on my palette but in 5 minutes I change it, cover it up and another part of me moves the painting in a completely new direction that did not involve thinking about it. Part of each painting is done on its own. I just make the motions and it seems to paint itself. All artists do that. That’s the beautiful part of the creative process.

Psychedelic Garden


Does sharing studio space with your artist/husband pose a challenge at times? 

The biggest problem we have is for the past 37 years of never having the luxury of large enough space. Fortunately, we paint at different times. John prefers the day and I have always loved the night. The room that we use as a studio is a small bedroom. John has done some large works and I rework canvases to save the space. It would be impossible to live with all the decades of work we have created. Recently a collector of ours bought a large number of works from us and that made some room. We both held down the full time non art jobs to pay bills, etc. Finally, for me in 2011 I retired from my day job at NYU as a budget administrator. It was a good job, the faculty and students were great. I keep in touch with everyone. I was able to sell a lot of work. My office was filled with my art and it was like a gallery!! I balanced the day job, wrote and published personal essays, exhibited my work, completed school, and taught art after work. Now I continue teaching, and mentoring as a way of giving back. I love being able to work as late as I want in the studio. No longer hate Sunday nights because I have paid my dues and love it!!! When I meet and mentor the graduates from Tisch School of the Arts via the Tisch Industry Network I speak with writers, producers, actors, directors, etc. I let them know that the decisions they make are so important because they can affect the rest of your life. In the arts you need stamina and commitment. You need to realize you have to pay the bills and do what you have to in order to realize your dreams. Be thankful for each day and when things don’t go well; remember “this too shall pass.” Learn to compromise, but make it work in your favor. Whether you are in a small apt and wish you had the space to paint, don’t stop working because you have to paint on the kitchen table (which I did when I lived in a studio apt when I was young) or for the past 37 years share a space with John.  Don’t let anything stop you from working.

 

In a world saturated with imagery can the artist still influence or affect culture?

Yes, an artist can influence and affect culture. Look how music did that when I started working in the music industry. It was later called the Cultural Revolution. In art there have been so many styles and movements. As an artist today, we have so many more opportunities to reinvent how we want to express ourselves.  In 1992 I had a solo show at LaGuardia Community College in Queens. The work was a series of 17 collages based on what I had seen in Spain after Franco died in 1975. My personal work may not have changed anything in society, but the Spanish culture affect and changed my work. The collage series was called “Post-Franco Spain: A Cultural Transformation.” I reflected back on my own observations and experiences since 1970 and in the 1992 exhibition it gave me the opportunity to delve into another culture and how women were viewed and changed. I wrote a personal essay on my experience in how and why I bought my place in Spain and it was published in Hercirclezine online. I ended up being an arts editor and wrote featured articles about other feminist women artists from 2005-2007 for Hercirclezine. The world around you affects how you live and perceive yourself.  What you write or paint is out there and people are then affected by how you see and view the world. It works both ways. We never create in a vacuum. I think art will always affect culture because we absorb things from our environment in so many ways. As artists it has to be expressed and everything makes us more aware of the world around us in our own vision.

 

What was your worst art exhibit experience?

My experience is not a horror story, but one of miscommunication. The worst art exhibit experience still stays in my memory. It was decades ago at the National Arts Club in Gramercy Park. It was a large exhibition of watercolor paintings. I had never received notice of a rejection or acceptance. These were the days before computers, cell phone or texts. Finally on the day of the opening I phoned again and they still could not give me an answer. They advised I just come to the show and maybe I would see my work. I asked if they could see if my name was on the brochure and they couldn’t do that. So, I figured why not, let me look and hopefully be surprised and see my landscape watercolor hanging and enjoy the show. If not someone could hand me my painting back.  Well, I walked in and the place was packed. I slowly looked at the show and my painting was not hung. I quietly walked over to some woman who was at a desk and explained my situation and she stands up and yelled across the entire room, so loud it silenced the entire room; and said to another person , “Can you find the rejected painting for Diane Leon, she’s here to pick it up”  That rude bitch!! I was so humiliated the look I gave her I am sure she will never forget. I controlled myself because I am not a shy person and have no problem telling anyone off…. but, I walked quickly across the room to another person who got it out of a room filled with all the other rejected works. It took me an hour to calm myself.  To make it worse as I was walking out of the exhibition room I ran into a student from the League and he asked me why I had taken down my painting and I told him it was rejected, it never made it to the WALL. Just what I needed! It was a very frustrating experience. But, you live and learn and it does make you stronger. Now it makes me laugh.

Almost Night

What early lessons or advice in art do you still hold, practice or think?

  First, I have always spent money on art supplies. I believe that you need the canvas, paper, brushes, paints, mediums, palette knives, etc.  to work. There is nothing more annoying when you are in the middle of working and realize you ran out of your favorite paint or don’t have another size canvas you want.  The most important lesson I hold dear in my soul is my inner strength to be true to myself. Too many things in this world can take you away from your art. I have learned you cannot live to make others happy. People often want you to be something you are not. I learned this is from my own experience with my mother. She meant well, but never understood what my art meant to me. She wanted me to make money, live a different lifestyle and do my art as a hobby. I am not saying doing art as a hobby is wrong, but for me art is my life. So, from a young age I have done what I needed to be- the person I truly am. I have learned to understand that not everyone can have what they determine as ‘success’ with their art. My advice to all artists is stay true to yourself. Don’t compare yourself to other people and what they have. You are an individual and how you live and express yourself through your art is your way. Over the years I have spoken to so many people. People offer advice that does not suite my lifestyle. For example, if I want more space move out of the city, move and buy a house. That’s not what I want. I am a native New Yorker, as much as I love to travel there is no place for me like NYC. Even Queens is 30 minutes too far from Manhattan. But, these are my choices in life. Learn to live the life you want without regrets. Thank God I have made it so far and don’t have those regrets. Never allow people to discourage your dreams. You have the power to do what you love.

 

Is one born an artist or people can just become one?

I believe you are born an artist. It’s something you gravitate towards at a young age and it occupies your time. It makes you happy as a child. You become an artist when you realize it is something you MUST do and need in order to feel whole. Everyone has some creativity. But in order to be an art professional, it requires more than some talent. It requires stamina and a certain attitude. Over the years I have had many artist colleagues that once they completed art school or tried painting for a couple of years on their own got overwhelmed with holding down a job, or they complained they did not have the space, family obligations, etc. All legitimate reasons, but if the art is not something you cannot live without doing, then do it has a hobby. This way you can get the other things that fulfill you in life and not feel guilty that life is passing you by. Art is my driving force. I paint as much as possible. I never wait to feel like painting, I just make the time to do it. When I worked the day job for 47 years, I lived for the weekends. Finally time to work in peace on my schedule. Now, John and I paint, and create when we want. I have created the life I want.  I have this saying on my painting class syllabus by Carl Rogers, “Creativity is fostered when the individual is permitted complete freedom of symbolic expression. That is the freedom to think, to feel, to be, whatever is most true for one self.”

 

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If you don't know Stephen Cimini, chances are that you'll say you've seen his work in some editorial or luxurious space before. Depending on who I've talked about his art, people have described him as "the guy who paints the squares or triangles, or the rectangles or blocks”, and they all love it. I don’t think I’ve seen triangles in his work, but why don't we let Stephen enlighten us?

 

What did your work look like right before painting abstract shapes?

I was drifting from one idea to the next without really doing much. February 19, 1994 was a turning point in my life as an artist. It was the day I lost my right eye in a freak accident, a wake-up call. The accident got me thinking about what I wanted to do as opposed to what I thought I should do. I was always drawn to abstract art, even as a child —started focusing on that idea which goes into the next question. 

How did you arrive at painting your current work?

I was living in the Hells Kitchen neighborhood of New York City and began taking photographs of the crumbling buildings -in Times Square— this was the beginning of the rebuilding of the area. I loved the history of layers being revealed as buildings were being torn down. New structures were jutting up around creating ever-changing geometric shapes. I began to explore texture/layers and shapes. It became apparent to me that this is what I would paint and soon coined my endeavor, architectural abstract. Much to my amazement, that concept stuck and has become the roots of my work ever since.

picture of something #2
oil paint, cold wax medium, marble dust & enamel
on up-cycled canvas mounted on cradled panel.
from the series Pictures of Something

Do you think if you lived in a different city you’d paint differently?

I don’t think living in another city, an urban area would affect my work. However, if I was to move to an island or the mountains in Mexico, someplace really different, it probably would change my work—to what extent I really can’t say.

 

What do you listen to while working?

My tastes in music are quite varied. I listen to everything from Marilyn Manson to Enigma. I don’t feel the music I listen to has a direct effect on the nature of my work however it does “entertain” me while I’m busy working.

 

How important do you think is an online presence for today’s artist?

It certainly is a great opportunity to put your work out in the world. I can’t imagine any artist trying to make a go of it not using at least some of the online tools available.   

 

Can artists thrive without the brick and mortar gallery?

I think it’s possible. Online galleries and sales have increased dramatically in recent years and there are some good online galleries open to artists for free. I’m not sold on going totally virtual at this point. I still like exhibiting in galleries whenever I get the chance, however, most of my sales initially come from online connections. 

organic pixels
Oil paint, cold wax medium & marble dust on canvas
from the series MATH TO BEAUTY

 

What does branding mean to you?

I worked as an art director in advertising for many years so to me branding, in its simplest terms, is about creating a consistent look for people to visually identify a product/service. With my art the branding becomes the work itself. I use consistent graphics/fonts in my promotional materials that help brand me. The photos of spaces with my art in it have become a branding element. It’s something I do consistently and is relevant to my kind of painting. 

 

In an era when artists are constantly advised to share their process, space and lives on social platforms (in order to connect with their audience), why do you choose to keep it all about your paintings?

I like keeping my relationship with social media simple. It works for me. When I first joined FaceBook, some years ago, I thought it a bit odd that people were sharing what they had for breakfast. I just felt more comfortable sharing my paintings and things that relate directly to my work. 

 

Do you consider the photos of spaces with your work in it art?

I think there is an “art” to placing one of my paintings in an environment. I wouldn’t call the photos fine art —It’s more of a marketing tool for me, sharing how my work enhances different environments. It’s helped me identify my niche. 

 

Have you ever considered changing your style once again?

I don’t really think about it. My work has evolved a bit since I discovered this style many years ago. There is just so much to explore within the parameters I work with. This past year I did a series called pictures of something where I removed some of the shapes creating an object on the canvas. The initial idea came about by just working. It turned into a group of paintings that I exhibited. The short answer is: I just let it evolve as I work.

lucid daydream
Oil paint, cold wax medium & marble dust on canvas
from the series DIVINING THE SPACE

Worst art career advice you ever got?

Don’t quit your day job which isn’t bad advice if you add the word yet.

 

What’s next for you?

I’m working on a new exhibition for an awesome new gallery in Lancaster, PA for July. The paintings are coming along however when I started I had no idea where I was going. I usually get some kind of theme or general idea for a body of work before I begin. The working title for this series is The power of uncertainty. I’m also in an upcoming group show at Pleaides Gallery in Manhattan in May and will be a part of the Other Art Fair with Saatchi Art in June.

 

Stephen Cimini: http://www.stephencimini.com/

 


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  A while back I mentioned creating a section here titled "Fellow Artists", in which hoped to feature the work of... well, fellow artists. This has evolved into an interview type format to share with you a little more than just the visual. I want to share the wisdom and art spirit of my peers, which I find so enriching when picking their brains at openings or other events upon meeting them. I hope you find these Q&As as insightful and motivational as I do. We kicked off the series with fellow artists: Vicky Barranguet, Nick Stravides and Laura Alvarez and so far the feedback has been very positive. zfmq_20170401.png   Congrats to Angela Valencia, winner of an original work on paper! She came the closest to my number by choosing # 365. Thanks to all who participated, hopefully you'll get another chance real soon. Congrats to Angela Valencia winner of an original work on paper! She came the closest to my number by choosing # 365.
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